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Line 9.
beginning, good + manageable
Line 10.
at end !
It seems that she asks (previous week) and does things just in case (line 1) in order to achieve the
outcomes that are satisfactory (line 2) to her. So perhaps not only does she take responsibility
from others but maybe she is also quite controlling of them. But it seems she is realizing that
even when she tries to control situations, the outcomes do not happen (line 3) as she intends. It
appears she feels the inconsistency (line 4) of this as if she wakes up to the possibility that she
fools (line 6) herself. She appears to tell herself that the outcome will be different next time
(lines 6,7) and this is how she fools herself. Although the session she is recalling felt awful at the
beginning (lines 8,9) she is able to see that it was a good session (line 8), perhaps because she
has realized how she fools herself.. Maybe the session felt good and manageable at the end (lines
9,10) because she was being real with herself and no longer fooling herself. Perhaps she has even
been taking responsibility from the counsellor during sessions and in this one she was able to
listen and take in what was happening between them.
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