affirmation of faith. Certain strange things had manifestly
happened, but what the explanation of them was, no man could say.
He offered analogies from his well-stored memory. He gave her
books to read till she was saturated with occult science. At one
moment, she was inclined to throw them all aside impatiently, and,
at another, was ready to believe that everything was possible.
Dr Porhoët stood up and stretched out a meditative finger. He
spoke
in that agreeably academic manner which, at the beginning of their
acquaintance, had always entertained Susie, because it contrasted so
absurdly with his fantastic utterances.
'It was a strange dream that these wizards cherished. They sought to
make themselves beloved of those they cared for and to revenge
themselves on those they hated; but, above all,
they sought to
become greater than the common run of men and to wield the
power of the gods. They hesitated at nothing to gain their ends. But
Nature with difficulty allows her secrets to be wrested from her. In
vain they lit their furnaces, and in vain they studied their crabbed
books, called up the dead, and conjured ghastly spirits. Their
reward was disappointment and wretchedness, poverty, the scorn
of men, torture,
imprisonment, and shameful death. And yet,
perhaps after all, there may be some particle of truth hidden away in
these dark places.'
'You never go further than the cautious perhaps,' said Susie. 'You
never give me any definite opinion.'
'In these matters it is discreet to have no definite opinion,' he smiled,
with a shrug of the shoulders. 'If a wise man studies the science of
the occult, his duty is not to laugh at everything,
but to seek
patiently, slowly, perseveringly, the truth that may be concealed in
the night of these illusions.'
The words were hardly spoken when Matilde, the ancient
bonne
,
opened the door to let a visitor come in. It was Arthur Burdon. Susie
gave a cry of surprise, for she had received
a brief note from him
two days before, and he had said nothing of crossing the Channel.
'I'm glad to find you both here,' said Arthur, as he shook hands with
them.
'Has anything happened?' cried Susie.
His manner was curiously distressing, and there was a nervousness
about his movements that was very unexpected in so restrained a
person.
'I've seen Margaret again,' he said.
'Well?'
He seemed unable to go on, and
yet both knew that he had
something important to tell them. He looked at them vacantly, as
though all he had to say was suddenly gone out of his mind.
'I've come straight here,' he said, in a dull, bewildered fashion. 'I
went to your hotel, Susie, in the hope of finding you; but when they
told me you were out, I felt certain you would be here.'
'You seem worn out,
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