I did not see Mr. Rochester the next day. He did not send for me.
In the evening, I went down to Mr.s Fairfax's sitting-room. The
housekeeper was looking out of the window.
'The
weather has been good today,' Mr.s Fairfax said. 'Mr.
Rochester had a good day for his journey.'
'His journey? Where has he gone?' I asked. I was surprised.
'He has gone to Ingram Park,' Mr.s Fairfax replied. 'Mr.
Rochester will stay there for a week or more. He has many friends.
All his friends will be at Ingram Park this week.'
'Will there be any ladies at Ingram Park?' 1 asked.
'Yes,' Mr.s Fairfax said. 'There will be many ladies there. Miss
Blanche Ingram will be there. Mr. Rochester has known her for
many years.'
'Is Miss Ingram beautiful?' I asked.
'She
is very beautiful,' Mr.s Fairfax said.
'Will Mr. Rochester marry her?' I asked.
Mr.s Fairfax smiled. 'I don't know, Miss Eyre,' she replied. 'I
don't know.'
I was very unhappy. I went up to my bedroom. I looked in my
mirror.
'Jane Eyre,' I said to myself. 'You are not pretty. And you are
poor. Mr. Rochester will never marry you. He
will marry Miss
Blanche Ingram. She is a rich lady. You are a poor governess.
Forget Mr. Rochester, jane Eyre! Forget him!'