immediately, hitting the shower, leaving me pulsing in his
wet spot.
‘Cat got your tongue?’ Jeff says. He never calls me by
name, as if to acknowledge that we both know I’ve lied. He
says
this lady
or
pretty woman
or
you
. I wonder what he
would call me in bed.
Baby
, maybe.
‘Just thinking.’
‘Uh-oh,’ he says, and smiles again.
‘You were thinking about a boy, I can tell,’ Greta says.
‘Maybe.’
‘I thought we were steering clear of the assholes for a
while,’ she says. ‘Tend to our chickens.’ Last night after
Ellen Abbott
, I was too excited to go home, so we shared a
six-pack and imagined our recluse life as the token straight
girls on Greta’s mother’s lesbian compound, raising
chickens and hanging laundry to dry in the sun. The objects
of gentle, platonic courtship from older women with gnarled
knuckles and indulgent laughs. Denim and corduroy and
clogs and never worrying about makeup or hair or nails,
breast size or hip size, or having to pretend to be the
understanding wifey, the supportive girlfriend who loves
everything her man does.
‘Not all guys are assholes,’ Jeff says. Greta makes a
noncommital noise.
We return to our cabins liquid-limbed. I feel like a water
balloon left in the sun. All I want to do is sit under my
sputtering window air conditioner and blast my skin with the
cool while watching TV. I’ve found a rerun channel that
shows nothing but old ’70s and ’80s shows,
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