cher ami
,' said Dr Porhoët, looking at him. 'Will
you let Matilde make you a cup of coffee?'
'I should like something,' he answered, with a look of utter
weariness.
'Sit still for a minute or two, and you shall tell us what you want to
when you are a little rested.'
Dr Porhoët had not seen Arthur since that afternoon in the previous
year when, in answer to Haddo's telegram, he had gone to the
studio in the Rue Campagne Première. He watched him anxiously
while Arthur drank his coffee. The change in him was
extraordinary; there was a cadaverous exhaustion about his face,
and his eyes were sunken in their sockets. But what alarmed the
good doctor most was that Arthur's personality seemed thoroughly
thrown out of gear. All that he had endured during these nine
months had robbed him of the strength of purpose, the matter-of-
fact sureness, which had distinguished him. He was now
unbalanced and neurotic.
Arthur did not speak. With his eyes fixed moodily on the ground, he
wondered how much he could bring himself to tell them. It revolted
him to disclose his inmost thoughts, yet he was come to the end of
his tether and needed the doctor's advice. He found himself obliged
to deal with circumstances that might have existed in a world of
nightmare, and he was driven at last to take advantage of his
friend's peculiar knowledge.
Returning to London after Margaret's flight, Arthur Burdon had
thrown himself again into the work which for so long had been his
only solace. It had lost its savour; but he would not take this into
account, and he slaved away mechanically, by perpetual toil seeking
to deaden his anguish. But as the time passed he was seized on a
sudden with a curious feeling of foreboding, which he could in no
way resist; it grew in strength till it had all the power of an
obsession, and he could not reason himself out of it. He was sure
that a great danger threatened Margaret. He could not tell what it
was, nor why the fear of it was so persistent, but the idea was there
always, night and day; it haunted him like a shadow and pursued
him like remorse. His anxiety increased continually, and the
vagueness of his terror made it more tormenting. He felt quite
certain that Margaret was in imminent peril, but he did not know
how to help her. Arthur supposed that Haddo had taken her back to
Skene; but, even if he went there, he had no chance of seeing her.
What made it more difficult still, was that his chief at St Luke's was
away, and he was obliged to be in London in case he should be
suddenly called upon to do some operation. But he could think of
nothing else. He felt it urgently needful to see Margaret. Night after
night he dreamed that she was at the point of death, and heavy
fetters prevented him from stretching out a hand to help her. At last
he could stand it no more. He told a brother surgeon that private
business forced him to leave London, and put the work into his
hands. With no plan in his head, merely urged by an obscure
impulse, he set out for the village of Venning, which was about
three miles from Skene.
It was a tiny place, with one public-house serving as a hotel to the
rare travellers who found it needful to stop there, and Arthur felt
that some explanation of his presence was necessary. Having seen at
the station an advertisement of a large farm to let, he told the
inquisitive landlady that he had come to see it. He arrived late at
night. Nothing could be done then, so he occupied the time by
trying to find out something about the Haddos.
Oliver was the local magnate, and his wealth would have made him
an easy topic of conversation even without his eccentricity. The
landlady roundly called him insane, and as an instance of his
queerness told Arthur, to his great dismay, that Haddo would have
no servants to sleep in the house: after dinner everyone was sent
away to the various cottages in the park, and he remained alone
with his wife. It was an awful thought that Margaret might be in the
hands of a raving madman, with not a soul to protect her. But if he
learnt no more than this of solid fact, Arthur heard much that was
significant. To his amazement the old fear of the wizard had grown
up again in that lonely place, and the garrulous woman gravely told
him of Haddo's evil influence on the crops and cattle of farmers who
had aroused his anger. He had had an altercation with his bailiff,
and the man had died within a year. A small freeholder in the
neighbourhood had refused to sell the land which would have
rounded off the estate of Skene, and a disease had attacked every
animal on his farm so that he was ruined. Arthur was impressed
because, though she reported these rumours with mock scepticism
as the stories of ignorant yokels and old women, the innkeeper had
evidently a terrified belief in their truth. No one could deny that
Haddo had got possession of the land he wanted; for, when it was
put up to auction, no one would bid against him, and he bought it
for a song.
As soon as he could do so naturally, Arthur asked after Margaret.
The woman shrugged her shoulders. No one knew anything about
her. She never came out of the park gates, but sometimes you could
see her wandering about inside by herself. She saw no one. Haddo
had long since quarrelled with the surrounding gentry; and though
one old lady, the mother of a neighbouring landowner, had called
when Margaret first came, she had not been admitted, and the visit
was never returned.
'She'll come to no good, poor lady,' said the hostess of the inn. 'And
they do say she's a perfect picture to look at.'
Arthur went to his room. He longed for the day to come. There was
no certain means of seeing Margaret. It was useless to go to the park
gates, since even the tradesmen were obliged to leave their goods at
the lodge; but it appeared that she walked alone, morning and
afternoon, and it might be possible to see her then. He decided to
climb into the park and wait till he came upon her in some spot
where they were not likely to be observed.
Next day the great heat of the last week was gone, and the
melancholy sky was dark with lowering clouds. Arthur inquired for
the road which led to Skene, and set out to walk the three miles
which separated him from it. The country was grey and barren.
There was a broad waste of heath, with gigantic boulders strewn as
though in pre-historic times Titans had waged there a mighty battle.
Here and there were trees, but they seemed hardly to withstand the
fierce winds of winter; they were old and bowed before the storm.
One of them attracted his attention. It had been struck by lightning
and was riven asunder, leafless; but the maimed branches were
curiously set on the trunk so that they gave it the appearance of a
human being writhing in the torture of infernal agony. The wind
whistled strangely. Arthur's heart sank as he walked on. He had
never seen a country so desolate.
He came to the park gates at last and stood for some time in front of
them. At the end of a long avenue, among the trees, he could see
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