Susie spoke as though the matter were of no importance. She asked
herself now where Margaret could have spent those afternoons. By a
great effort she forced herself to speak of casual things with the
garrulous old lady long enough to make her visit seem natural. On
leaving her, she went to the Consulate, and her last doubt was
dissipated. Then nothing remained but to go home and wait for
Arthur. Her first impulse had been to see Dr Porhoët and ask for his
advice; but, even if he offered to come back with her to the studio,
his presence would be useless. She must see Arthur by himself. Her
heart was wrung as she thought of the man's agony when he knew
the truth. She had confessed to herself long before that she loved
him passionately, and it seemed intolerable that she of all persons
must bear him this great blow.
She sat in the studio, counting the minutes, and thought with a
bitter smile that his eagerness to see Margaret would make him
punctual. She had eaten nothing since the
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