Maycomb Tribune to paste in his scrapbook. His father entered the room. As Mr.
Radley passed by, Boo drove the scissors into his parent’s leg, pulled them out,
wiped them on his pants, and resumed his activities.
Mrs. Radley ran screaming into the street that Arthur was killing them all, but
when the sheriff arrived he found Boo still sitting in the livingroom, cutting up
the Tribune. He was thirty-three years old then.
Miss Stephanie said old Mr. Radley said no Radley was going to any asylum,
when it was suggested that a season in Tuscaloosa might be helpful to Boo. Boo
wasn’t crazy, he was high-strung at times. It was all right to shut him up, Mr.
Radley conceded, but insisted that Boo not be charged with anything: he was not
a criminal. The sheriff hadn’t the heart to put him in jail alongside Negroes, so
Boo was locked in the courthouse basement.
Boo’s transition from the basement to back home was nebulous in Jem’s
memory. Miss Stephanie Crawford said some of the town council told Mr.
Radley that if he didn’t take Boo back, Boo would die of mold from the damp.
Besides, Boo could not live forever on the bounty of the county.
Nobody knew what form of intimidation Mr. Radley employed to keep Boo
out of sight, but Jem figured that Mr. Radley kept him chained to the bed most of
the time. Atticus said no, it wasn’t that sort of thing, that there were other ways
of making people into ghosts.
My memory came alive to see Mrs. Radley occasionally open the front door,
walk to the edge of the porch, and pour water on her cannas. But every day Jem
and I would see Mr. Radley walking to and from town. He was a thin leathery
man with colorless eyes, so colorless they did not reflect light. His cheekbones
were sharp and his mouth was wide, with a thin upper lip and a full lower lip.
Miss Stephanie Crawford said he was so upright he took the word of God as his
only law, and we believed her, because Mr. Radley’s posture was ramrod
straight.
He never spoke to us. When he passed we would look at the ground and say,
“Good morning, sir,” and he would cough in reply. Mr. Radley’s elder son lived
in Pensacola; he came home at Christmas, and he was one of the few persons we
ever saw enter or leave the place. From the day Mr. Radley took Arthur home,
people said the house died.
But there came a day when Atticus told us he’d wear us out if we made any
noise in the yard and commissioned Calpurnia to serve in his absence if she
heard a sound out of us. Mr. Radley was dying.
He took his time about it. Wooden sawhorses blocked the road at each end of
the Radley lot, straw was put down on the sidewalk, traffic was diverted to the
back street. Dr. Reynolds parked his car in front of our house and walked to the
Radley’s every time he called. Jem and I crept around the yard for days. At last
the sawhorses were taken away, and we stood watching from the front porch
when Mr. Radley made his final journey past our house.
“There goes the meanest man ever God blew breath into,” murmured
Calpurnia, and she spat meditatively into the yard. We looked at her in surprise,
for Calpurnia rarely commented on the ways of white people.
The neighborhood thought when Mr. Radley went under Boo would come out,
but it had another think coming: Boo’s elder brother returned from Pensacola
and took Mr. Radley’s place. The only difference between him and his father
was their ages. Jem said Mr. Nathan Radley “bought cotton,” too. Mr. Nathan
would speak to us, however, when we said good morning, and sometimes we
saw him coming from town with a magazine in his hand.
The more we told Dill about the Radleys, the more he wanted to know, the
longer he would stand hugging the light-pole on the corner, the more he would
wonder.
“Wonder what he does in there,” he would murmur. “Looks like he’d just
stick his head out the door.”
Jem said, “He goes out, all right, when it’s pitch dark. Miss Stephanie
Crawford said she woke up in the middle of the night one time and saw him
looking straight through the window at her . . . said his head was like a skull
lookin‘ at her. Ain’t you ever waked up at night and heard him, Dill? He walks
like this—” Jem slid his feet through the gravel. “Why do you think Miss Rachel
locks up so tight at night? I’ve seen his tracks in our back yard many a mornin’,
and one night I heard him scratching on the back screen, but he was gone time
Atticus got there.”
“Wonder what he looks like?” said Dill.
Jem gave a reasonable description of Boo: Boo was about six-and-a-half feet
tall, judging from his tracks; he dined on raw squirrels and any cats he could
catch, that’s why his hands were bloodstained—if you ate an animal raw, you
could never wash the blood off. There was a long jagged scar that ran across his
face; what teeth he had were yellow and rotten; his eyes popped, and he drooled
most of the time.
“Let’s try to make him come out,” said Dill. “I’d like to see what he looks
like.”
Jem said if Dill wanted to get himself killed, all he had to do was go up and
knock on the front door.
Our first raid came to pass only because Dill bet Jem The Gray Ghost against
two Tom Swifts that Jem wouldn’t get any farther than the Radley gate. In all his
life, Jem had never declined a dare.
Jem thought about it for three days. I suppose he loved honor more than his
head, for Dill wore him down easily: “You’re scared,” Dill said, the first day.
“Ain’t scared, just respectful,” Jem said. The next day Dill said, “You’re too
scared even to put your big toe in the front yard.” Jem said he reckoned he
wasn’t, he’d passed the Radley Place every school day of his life.
“Always runnin‘,” I said.
But Dill got him the third day, when he told Jem that folks in Meridian
certainly weren’t as afraid as the folks in Maycomb, that he’d never seen such
scary folks as the ones in Maycomb.
This was enough to make Jem march to the corner, where he stopped and
leaned against the light-pole, watching the gate hanging crazily on its homemade
hinge.
“I hope you’ve got it through your head that he’ll kill us each and every one,
Dill Harris,” said Jem, when we joined him. “Don’t blame me when he gouges
your eyes out. You started it, remember.”
“You’re still scared,” murmured Dill patiently.
Jem wanted Dill to know once and for all that he wasn’t scared of anything:
“It’s just that I can’t think of a way to make him come out without him gettin‘
us.” Besides, Jem had his little sister to think of.
When he said that, I knew he was afraid. Jem had his little sister to think of
the time I dared him to jump off the top of the house: “If I got killed, what’d
become of you?” he asked. Then he jumped, landed unhurt, and his sense of
responsibility left him until confronted by the Radley Place.
“You gonna run out on a dare?” asked Dill. “If you are, then—”
“Dill, you have to think about these things,” Jem said. “Lemme think a minute
. . . it’s sort of like making a turtle come out . . .”
“How’s that?” asked Dill.
“Strike a match under him.”
I told Jem if he set fire to the Radley house I was going to tell Atticus on him.
Dill said striking a match under a turtle was hateful.
“Ain’t hateful, just persuades him—‘s not like you’d chunk him in the fire,”
Jem growled.
“How do you know a match don’t hurt him?”
“Turtles can’t feel, stupid,” said Jem.
“Were you ever a turtle, huh?”
“My stars, Dill! Now lemme think . . . reckon we can rock him . . .”
Jem stood in thought so long that Dill made a mild concession: “I won’t say
you ran out on a dare an‘ I’ll swap you The Gray Ghost if you just go up and
touch the house.”
Jem brightened. “Touch the house, that all?”
Dill nodded.
“Sure that’s all, now? I don’t want you hollerin‘ something different the
minute I get back.”
“Yeah, that’s all,” said Dill. “He’ll probably come out after you when he sees
you in the yard, then Scout’n‘ me’ll jump on him and hold him down till we can
tell him we ain’t gonna hurt him.”
We left the corner, crossed the side street that ran in front of the Radley house,
and stopped at the gate.
“Well go on,” said Dill, “Scout and me’s right behind you.”
“I’m going,” said Jem, “don’t hurry me.”
He walked to the corner of the lot, then back again, studying the simple terrain
as if deciding how best to effect an entry, frowning and scratching his head.
Then I sneered at him.
Jem threw open the gate and sped to the side of the house, slapped it with his
palm and ran back past us, not waiting to see if his foray was successful. Dill and
I followed on his heels. Safely on our porch, panting and out of breath, we
looked back.
The old house was the same, droopy and sick, but as we stared down the street
we thought we saw an inside shutter move. Flick. A tiny, almost invisible
movement, and the house was still.
2
D
ill left us early in September, to return to Meridian. We saw him off on the
five o’clock bus and I was miserable without him until it occurred to me that I
would be starting to school in a week. I never looked forward more to anything
in my life. Hours of wintertime had found me in the treehouse, looking over at
the schoolyard, spying on multitudes of children through a two-power telescope
Jem had given me, learning their games, following Jem’s red jacket through
wriggling circles of blind man’s buff, secretly sharing their misfortunes and
minor victories. I longed to join them.
Jem condescended to take me to school the first day, a job usually done by
one’s parents, but Atticus had said Jem would be delighted to show me where
my room was. I think some money changed hands in this transaction, for as we
trotted around the corner past the Radley Place I heard an unfamiliar jingle in
Jem’s pockets. When we slowed to a walk at the edge of the schoolyard, Jem
was careful to explain that during school hours I was not to bother him, I was not
to approach him with requests to enact a chapter of Tarzan and the Ant Men, to
embarrass him with references to his private life, or tag along behind him at
recess and noon. I was to stick with the first grade and he would stick with the
fifth. In short, I was to leave him alone.
“You mean we can’t play any more?” I asked.
“We’ll do like we always do at home,” he said, “but you’ll see—school’s
different.”
It certainly was. Before the first morning was over, Miss Caroline Fisher, our
teacher, hauled me up to the front of the room and patted the palm of my hand
with a ruler, then made me stand in the corner until noon.
Miss Caroline was no more than twenty-one. She had bright auburn hair, pink
cheeks, and wore crimson fingernail polish. She also wore high-heeled pumps
and a red-and-white-striped dress. She looked and smelled like a peppermint
drop. She boarded across the street one door down from us in Miss Maudie
Atkinson’s upstairs front room, and when Miss Maudie introduced us to her, Jem
was in a haze for days.
Miss Caroline printed her name on the blackboard and said, “This says I am
Miss Caroline Fisher. I am from North Alabama, from Winston County.” The
class murmured apprehensively, should she prove to harbor her share of the
peculiarities indigenous to that region. (When Alabama seceded from the Union
on January 11, 1861, Winston County seceded from Alabama, and every child in
Maycomb County knew it.) North Alabama was full of Liquor Interests, Big
Mules, steel companies, Republicans, professors, and other persons of no
background.
Miss Caroline began the day by reading us a story about cats. The cats had
long conversations with one another, they wore cunning little clothes and lived
in a warm house beneath a kitchen stove. By the time Mrs. Cat called the
drugstore for an order of chocolate malted mice the class was wriggling like a
bucketful of catawba worms. Miss Caroline seemed unaware that the ragged,
denim-shirted and floursack-skirted first grade, most of whom had chopped
cotton and fed hogs from the time they were able to walk, were immune to
imaginative literature. Miss Caroline came to the end of the story and said, “ Oh,
my, wasn’t that nice?”
Then she went to the blackboard and printed the alphabet in enormous square
capitals, turned to the class and asked, “Does anybody know what these are?”
Everybody did; most of the first grade had failed it last year.
I suppose she chose me because she knew my name; as I read the alphabet a
faint line appeared between her eyebrows, and after making me read most of My
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