Construct: towards containment - freedom
The client seems to make a firm decision that this is her last entry in that it appears to be a
summary. But it is a summary that appears to acknowledges confusion as part of her life as she
seems to make sense of why she is like she is. It is as if she is waking up
to herself and beginning
to contain what belongs to her. In ending and summarizing she also appears to desire freedom,
freedom from keeping the journal, freedom to feel the pull of confusion in her, and the freedom
to make such choices for herself. It is as if she is beginning to know or feel who she is and no
longer has to ask „who am I?‟. She is no longer a frozen child (week 2;line 6) but someone who
feels.
The cut off parts of herself, that have been disconnected (week 6) are regaining their
connection and not only have a voice but can also be felt.
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APPENDIX 14 Questions for participants
on the analysis
There may seem to be a lot of questions asking you for various responses to reading the analysis
of your journal. However these are a guide. Some may not apply, while you may want to make
comments on something that I have not thought of, which I would like you to do.
If you wish to keep a copy of the analysis another script will be provided if you make notes on
this copy.
Please write any thoughts
as you read the analysis, either on the script or separately if you prefer.
Tell me about the experience of reading the analysis of your journal.
Do the constructs, at the end of each week‟s entry and analysis „fit‟ with your experience of your
process during counselling? Tell me about how it feels - whether you feel a fit or even if you
don‟t
Was there a particular journal entry where you were aware of feeling a good fit between the
construct and the journal entry and/or yourself at the time of writing. Please note the example
and comment on it. Has hindsight changed this perception in any way.?
Was there a particular journal entry where you were aware of a construct that did not seem to fit
at all at the time of writing? Please note the example and comment on it. Has hindsight
changed this perception in any way?
How does it feel in your opinion when I have interpreted a journal entry incorrectly in that it
doesn‟t feel as if it fits you at the time? Do the same for when
you feel I have interpreted
correctly.
What, about taking part in this process has been most helpful - least helpful?
Would you explain, write about, the impact of taking part in this research.
Do you feel that the notion of containment-freedom, as a polarity or containment and freedom as
separate constructs have stayed with you in any way.?
As you look
back now, are you able to comment on the way you were asked to write the journal -
a short phrase on each line.
What impact, if any, do you feel this had on when you were
writing the journal?
Is there anything else that you would like to add or comment on?