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hearty laugh,
Es muss sein!
and immediately jotted down these words and their
melody. On this realistic motif he then composed a canon for four voices: three voices
sing
Es muss sein, es muss sein, ja, ja, ja, ja!
(It must be, it must be, yes, yes, yes,
yes!), and the fourth voice chimes in with
Heraus mit dem Beutel!
(Out with the purse!).
A year later, the same motif showed up as the basis for the
fourth movement of the last
quartet, Opus 155. By that time, Beethoven had forgotten about Dembscher's purse.
The words
Es muss sein!
had acquired a much more solemn ring; they seemed to issue
directly from the lips of Fate. In Kant's language, even Good morning, suitably
pronounced, can take the shape of a metaphysical thesis.
German is a language of
heavy
words.
Es muss sein!
was no longer a joke; it had become
der schwer gefasste
Entschluss
(the difficult or weighty resolution).
So Beethoven turned a frivolous inspiration into a serious quartet, a joke into
metaphysical truth. It is an interesting tale of light going to heavy or, as Parmenides
would have it, positive going to negative. Yet oddly enough,
the transformation fails to
surprise us. We would have been shocked, on the other hand, if Beethoven had
transformed the seriousness of his quartet into the trifling joke of a four-voice canon
about Dembscher's purse. Had he done so, however, he would have been in the spirit
of Parmenides and made heavy go to light, that is, negative to positive! First (as an
unfinished sketch) would have come the great metaphysical truth and last (as
a finished
masterpiece)—the most frivolous of jokes! But we no longer know how to think as
Parmenides thought.
It is my feeling that Tomas had long been secretly irritated by the stern, aggressive,
solemn
Es muss sein!
and that he harbored a deep desire to follow the spirit of
Parmenides and make heavy go to light. Remember that at one point in his life he
broke completely with his first wife and his son and that he was relieved when both his
parents broke with him. What could be at the bottom of it all but a rash and not quite
rational move to reject what proclaimed
itself to be his weighty duty, his
Es muss sein!
'?
That, of course, was an external
Es muss sein!
reserved for him by social convention,
whereas the
Es muss sein! of
his love for medicine was internal. So much the worse for
him. Internal imperatives are all the more powerful and therefore all the more of an
inducement to revolt.
Being a surgeon means slitting open the surface of things and looking at what lies
hidden inside. Perhaps Tomas was led to surgery by a desire to know what lies hidden
on
the other side of
Es muss sein!
; in other words, what remains of life when a person
rejects what he previously considered his mission.
The day he reported to the good-natured woman responsible for the cleanliness of all
shop windows and display cases in Prague, and was confronted with the result of his
decision in all its concrete and inescapable reality, he went into a state of shock,
a state
that kept him in its thrall during the first few days of his new job. But once he got over
the astounding strangeness of his new life (it took him about a week), he suddenly
realized he was simply on a long holiday.
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Here he was, doing things he didn't care a damn about, and enjoying it. Now he
understood what made people (people he always pitied) happy when they took a job
without feeling the compulsion of an internal
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