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The thing about Margo Roth Spiegelman is that really all I could ever do was
let her talk, and then when she stopped talking encourage her to go on, due to the
facts that 1. I was incontestably in love with her, and 2. She was absolutely
unprecedented in every way, and 3. She never really asked me any questions, so
the only way to avoid silence was to keep her talking.
And so in the parking lot of Publix she said, “So, right. I made you a list. If
you have any questions, just call my cell. Listen, that reminds me, I took the
liberty of putting some supplies in the back of the van earlier.”
“What, like, before I agreed to all this?”
“Well, yes. Technically yes. Anyway, just call me if you have any questions,
but with the Vaseline, you want the one that’s bigger than your fist. There’s like
a Baby Vaseline, and then there’s a Mommy Vaseline, and then there’s a big fat
Daddy of a Vaseline, and that’s the one you want. If they don’t have that, then
get, like, three of the Mommies.” She handed me the list and a hundred-dollar
bill and said, “That should cover it.”
Margo’s list:
3 whole Catfish, Wrapped separately
Veet (It’s for Shaving your legs Only you don’t Need A razor
It’s with all the Girly cosmetic stuff )
Vaseline
six-pack, Mountain Dew
One dozen Tulips
one Bottle Of water
Tissues
one Can of blue Spray paint
“Interesting capitalization,” I said.
“Yeah. I’m a big believer in random capitalization. The rules of capitalization
are so unfair to words in the middle.”

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Now, I’m not sure what you’re supposed to say to the checkout woman at
twelve-thirty in the morning when you put thirteen pounds of catfish, Veet, the
fat-daddy-size tub of Vaseline, a six-pack of Mountain Dew, a can of blue spray
paint, and a dozen tulips on the conveyor belt. But here’s what I said: “This isn’t
as weird as it looks.”
The woman cleared her throat but didn’t look up. “Still weird,” she muttered.
“I really don’t want to get in any trouble,” I told Margo back in the minivan as
she used the bottled water to wipe the black paint off her face with the tissues.
She’d only needed the makeup, apparently, to get out of the house. “In my
admission letter from Duke it actually explicitly says that they won’t take me if I
get arrested.”
“You’re a very anxious person, Q.”
“Let’s just please not get in trouble,” I said. “I mean, I want to have fun and
everything, but not at the expense of, like, my future.”
She looked up at me, her face mostly revealed now, and she smiled just the
littlest bit. “It amazes me that you can find all that shit even remotely
interesting.”
“Huh?”
“College: getting in or not getting in. Trouble: getting in or not getting in.
School: getting A’s or getting D’s. Career: having or not having. House: big or
small, owning or renting. Money: having or not having. It’s all so boring.”
I started to say something, to say that she obviously cared a little, because
she had good grades and was going to the University of Florida’s honors
program next year, but she just said, “Wal-Mart.”
We entered Wal-Mart together and picked up that thing from infomercials called
The Club, which locks a car’s steering wheel into place. As we walked through
the Juniors department, I asked Margo, “Why do we need The Club?”
Margo managed to speak in her usual manic soliloquy without answering my
question. “Did you know that for pretty much the entire history of the human
species, the average life span was less than thirty years? You could count on ten
years or so of real adulthood, right? There was no planning for retirement. There
was no planning for a career. There was no planning. No time for planning. No

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time for a future. But then the life spans started getting longer, and people started
having more and more future, and so they spent more time thinking about it.
About the future. And now life has become the future. Every moment of your
life is lived for the future—you go to high school so you can go to college so
you can get a good job so you can get a nice house so you can afford to send
your kids to college so they can get a good job so they can get a nice house so
they can afford to send their kids to college.”
It felt like Margo was just rambling to avoid the question at hand. So I
repeated it. “Why do we need The Club?”
Margo patted me in the middle of the back softly. “I mean, obviously this is
all going to be revealed to you before the night is over.” And then, in boating
supplies, Margo located an air horn. She took it out of the box and held it up in
the air, and I said, “No,” and she said, “No what?” And I said, “No, don’t blow
the air horn,” except when I got to about the b in blow, she squeezed on it and it
let out an excruciatingly loud honk that felt in my head like the auditory
equivalent of an aneurysm, and then she said, “I’m sorry, I couldn’t hear you.
What was that?” And I said, “Stop b—” and then she did it again.
A Wal-Mart employee just a little older than us walked up to us then and
said, “Hey, you can’t use that in here,” and Margo said, with seeming sincerity,
“Sorry, I didn’t know that,” and the guy said, “Oh, it’s cool. I don’t mind,
actually.” And then the conversation seemed over, except the guy could not stop
looking at Margo, and honestly I don’t blame him, because she is hard to stop
looking at, and then finally he said, “What are you guys up to tonight?”
And Margo said, “Not much. You?”
And he said, “I get off at one and then I’m going out to this bar down on
Orange, if you want to come. But you’d have to drop off your brother; they’re
really strict about ID’s.”
Her what?! “I’m not her brother,” I said, looking at the guy’s sneakers.
And then Margo proceeded to lie. “He’s actually my cousin,” she said. Then
she sidled up to me, put her hand around my waist so that I could feel each of
her fingers taut against my hip bone, and she added, “And my lover.”
The guy just rolled his eyes and walked away, and Margo’s hand lingered for
a minute and I took the opportunity to put my arm around her. “You really are
my favorite cousin,” I told her. She smiled and bumped me softly with her hip,
spinning out of my embrace.
“Don’t I know it,” she said.

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