178
repentance
40
in order to present setting times for study as an actual act of return to
God from profanity and mundaneness:
When businessmen [
ba‘alei ‘asakim
], who are not always for God but only
sets [sic!] times for Torah study, returns from dealing with
mundane affairs
to learning, then this is called repentance [
teshuvah
], for he returns [
shav
]
from what he was dealing with at first, etc. In this way ecstasy [
hitpa‘alut
]
becomes more intensive than if he had not been dealing with worldly matters
at first […] for ecstasy is an essential change [
shinui mahut
] […]. Ecstasy
comes about because his essence has changed, from dealing with worldly
matters to being a Torah student […]. Scripture says: “According to the days
of thy coming out of the land of Egypt will I shew unto him marvellous
things” [Mi 7:15], namely, like at the Giving of the Torah [
matan Torah
], as
Scripture says: “The Lord spoke face to face” [Dt 5:4]. The disclosure of God
below is in the aspect of “face,” for the prior concealment of the face [
hester
panim
] during the 212 years of the exile in Egypt was necessary so that later,
“face to face” would be possible.
41
This excerpt encapsulates several ideas that recur throughout Rashaz’s writings and
here are intertwined into the praxis of setting times for Torah study and the concept
of repentance. The concept of repentance presented above seems to lack an element
that is usually perceived as its condition sine qua non – the commitment of a sin.
42
Here, the tradesmen are not sinners; they
do not transgress Jewish law, and yet
everyday matters separate them from God. For them, the setting of times for Torah
study, defined by the
halakhah
as the absolute minimum required for observing the
law of Torah study, becomes both a vehicle for the return to the divine and an inner
transformation.
43
The latter is tantamount to a transformation of the attributes [
midot
]
40
Teshuvah
literally means “return.”
41
LT
Shir ha-shirim
44d-45a [Appendix 2].
42
LT
Shir ha-shirim
75a; on repentance which is not related to sins, see TO 74a; LT
Re’eh
24d, 33a,
Nitsavim
48d,
Rosh ha-shanah
60d,
Shabat shuvah
65c, 66c,
Ha‘azinu
77b,
Shir ha-shirim
44d;
MAHZ
5565
, i, 493-94;
5572
, 5;
Seder tefilot
, 226a.
43
Although in several discourses (MAHZ
5571
, 84, 92, 106, 119) Rashaz mentions people who are
completely “unable to study and to fix times,” and for that reason their worship is based exclusively
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through redirecting them from mundane desires to the desire for God. This process,
which entails a pivotal change of self, demands the eradication of one’s interests in
this world by way of complete nullification [
bitul amiti
], drawn from the
“Kindnesses of the Father” [
hasadim de-aba
], a place that is beyond the reach of the
“external” [evil] forces [
hitsoniyut
]. In this description, setting times for Torah study,
a routine ritual demanding no special intellectual or spiritual abilities, proves to have
an advantage over permanent studies, which allow one to reach only the “Kindnesses
of the Mother” [
hasadim de-ima
], a divine aspect that lies below the “Kindnesses of
the Father.”
44
In the idea that by means of
setting times for Torah study, one can prepare
oneself for the experience of a personal Exodus and the Giving of the Torah, one can
discern echoes of the commandment to remember the Exodus everyday,
45
and the
talmudic dictum that everyone should see himself as if he had personally come out of
Egypt [
b
Pesahim 116b]. In Rashaz’s doctrine, however, the ritual of remembrance
becomes an actual act of personal redemption. When ordinary people turn their mind
away from mundane affairs
to delve into the Torah, they actually go forth out of
Egypt [
Mitsrayim
], which was decoded by Rashaz as the “boundaries and limits”
[
metsarim u-gevulim
]
46
of materiality and finitude. They thereby reconnect
themselves to the spiritual and infinite divine.
47
Indeed, routine study twice a day
becomes the personal experience of the Giving of the Torah [
matan Torah
], during
on good deeds, one can surmise that they are still obliged to recite the
Shema’
, which in certain
circumstances is considered Torah study, too.
44
MAHZ
5565
, ii, 873. “Father” and “Mother” are two
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