“Why don’t you go and leave us in peace? We were so good before you came,” I shot back. “My father
is a respected scholar and a family man. You two have nothing in common.”
His
neck craned forward, his brow furrowed in mighty concentration, Shams drew in a deep breath.
Suddenly he looked old and vulnerable. It flashed through
my mind that I could slug him, beat him to a
pulp, before anyone could run to his rescue. The thought was so dreadful and malevolent, and yet
frighteningly seducing, that I had to avert my eyes.
When I stared back at him, I found Shams inspecting me, his gaze avid, bright. Could he be reading my
mind? A creepy feeling got hold of me, spreading from my hands to my feet, as if I were being pricked by
a thousand needles, and my knees felt wobbly, unwilling to carry me. It must have been black magic. I had
no doubt that Shams excelled in the darkest forms of sorcery.
“You are scared of me, Aladdin,” Shams said after a pause. “You know who you remind me of? The
cross-eyed assistant!”
“What are you talking about?” I said.
“It’s a story. Do you like stories?”
I shrugged. “I have no time for them.”
A flicker of condescension crossed Shams’s lips. “A man who has no time for stories is a man who has
no time for God,” he said. “Don’t you know that God is the best storyteller?”
And without waiting for me to say anything, he told me this story:
Once there was an artisan who had a bitter assistant, who was cross-eyed to boot. This assistant
always saw double. One day the artisan asked him to bring a jar of honey from storage. The assistant
came back empty-handed. “But, Master, there are two jars of honey there,” he complained. “Which
one do you want me to bring?” Knowing his assistant too well, the artisan said, “Why don’t you break
one of the jars and bring me the other one?”
Alas, the assistant was too shallow to understand the wisdom behind these words. He did as told. He
broke one of the jars and was very surprised to see the other one break, too.
“What are you trying to tell me?” I asked. To display my temper in front of Shams was a mistake, but I
couldn’t help it. “You and your stories! Damn it! Can’t you ever talk straight?”
“But it is so clear, Aladdin. I am telling you that like the cross-eyed
assistant you see dualities
everywhere,” Shams said. “Your father and I are one. If you break me, you’ll break him as well.”
“You and my father have nothing in common,” I riposted. “If I break the second jar, I’ll set the first one
free.”
I was so full of rage and resentment that I didn’t consider the ramifications of my words. Not then. Not
until much later.
Not until it was too late.