his eyes in thick curls. He wore a long, hooded cloak, a wool garment, and sheepskin boots. There were a
number of charms around his neck. He held a wooden bowl in his hand of the sort that mendicant
dervishes carry to overcome their personal vanity and hubris by accepting the charity of others. I realized
that here was a man who did not pay much attention to the judgments of society. That people could
confuse him with some vagrant, or even a beggar, didn’t seem to bother him in the least.
As soon as I saw him standing there, awaiting permission
to introduce himself, I sensed he was
different. It was in his eyes, in his elaborate gestures, written all over him. Like an acorn that might seem
modest and vulnerable to ignorant eyes but already heralds the proud oak tree that it will turn out to be, he
looked at me with those piercing black eyes and nodded silently.
“Welcome to our lodge, dervish,” I said as I motioned for him to take a seat on the cushions across
from me.
After greeting everyone, the dervish sat down, inspecting the people in the room, taking in every detail.
Finally his gaze stopped at the judge. The two men looked at each other for a full minute, without so much
as a word, and I couldn’t help wondering what each thought of the other, as they seemed so very opposite.
I offered the dervish warm goat milk, sweetened figs, and filled dates, all of which he politely refused.
When asked his name, he introduced himself as Shams of Tabriz and said he was a wandering dervish
searching for God high and low.
“And were you able to find Him?” I inquired.
A shadow crossed his face as the dervish nodded and said, “Indeed, He was with me all along.”
The judge interjected with a smirk he didn’t
bother to hide, “I never understand why you dervishes
make life so complicated. If God was with you all along, why did you rummage around this whole time in
search of Him?”
Shams of Tabriz bowed his head pensively and remained silent for a moment. When he looked up
again, his face was calm, his voice measured. “Because although it is a fact that He cannot be found by
seeking, only those who seek can find Him.”
“Such wordplay,” the judge scoffed. “Are you trying to tell us that we cannot find God if we stay in the
same place all our lives? That’s nonsense. Not everyone needs to dress in tatters and hit the road like
you!”
There followed a ripple of laughter as the men in the room were eager to show their agreement with the
judge—high-pitched, unconfident, and unhappy laughs from people used to toadying to superiors.
I felt
uneasy. Obviously it hadn’t been a good idea to bring the judge and the dervish together.
“Perhaps I was misunderstood. I didn’t mean to say one could not find God if he stayed in his
hometown. That is certainly possible,” conceded the dervish. “There are people who have never traveled
anywhere and yet have seen the world.”
“Exactly!” The judge grinned triumphantly—a grin that vanished upon hearing what the dervish uttered
next.
“What I meant to say, Judge, was that one could not find God if he stayed in the fur coat, silk garment,
and pricey jewelry that you are wearing today.”
A stunned silence descended upon the room, the sounds and sighs around us dissolving down to dust.
We all held our breath, as if expecting something bigger to happen, though what could have been more
shocking, I didn’t know.
“Your tongue is too sharp for a dervish,” the judge said.
“When something needs to be said, I’ll say it even if the whole world grabs me by the neck and tells me
to keep quiet.”
This was met
with a frown from the judge, but then he shrugged dismissively. “Well, whatever,” he
said. “In any case, you are the man we need. We were just talking about the splendor of our city. You must
have seen many places. Is there a place more charming than Baghdad?”
Softly, his gaze moving from one man to another, Shams explained, “There is no question Baghdad is a
remarkable city, but no beauty on earth lasts forever. Cities are erected on spiritual columns. Like giant
mirrors, they reflect the hearts of their residents. If those hearts darken and lose faith, cities will lose their
glamour. It happens, and it happens all the time.”
I couldn’t help but nod. Shams of Tabriz turned to me, momentarily distracted from his thoughts, with a
friendly flicker in his eyes. I felt them on me like the heat of a sweltering sun. That was when I clearly
saw how he merited his name. This man was radiating vigor and vitality and burning within, like a ball of
fire. He was indeed Shams, “the sun.”
But the judge was of a different mind. “You Sufis make everything too complicated. The same with
philosophers and poets! Why the need for so many words? Human beings are simple creatures with
simple needs. It falls upon the leaders to see to their needs and make sure they do not go astray. That
requires applying the sharia to perfection.”
“The sharia is like a candle,” said Shams of Tabriz. “It provides us with much valuable light. But let us
not forget that a candle helps us to go from one place to another in the dark. If we forget where we are
headed and instead concentrate on the candle, what good is it?”
The judge grimaced, his face closing up. I felt a wave of anxiety wash over me.
Entering into a
discussion about the significance of the sharia with a man whose job was to judge, and often punish,
people according to the sharia was swimming in dangerous waters. Didn’t Shams know that?
Just as I was looking for an appropriate excuse to take the dervish out of the room, I heard him say,
“There is a rule that applies to this situation.”
“What rule?” asked the judge suspiciously.
Shams of Tabriz straightened up, his gaze fixed as if
reading from an invisible book, and he
pronounced:
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