City wasn’t set up for any “ultra” marathon runners. So, we
improvised.
We met on the Boardwalk at 3:30am. Our goal was to finish our
first 26 miles before the
official marathon began, then complete the
second half with the regular marathon runners. The moment was
surreal. The energy between the four of us was a blend of excitement,
fear, adrenaline and disbelief. Were we
really going to do this?!
We might have been able to see our breath in the chill October
air had the moonlight been brighter. Nevertheless, our path was well
enough lit, and so we began.
One foot in front of the other, one step at
a time, we moved forward. We all agreed that was the key to our
success that day—keep moving forward. So long as we didn’t stop
putting one foot in front of the other, as long as we kept moving
forward, we would eventually reach our destination.
Six hours and five minutes later, largely due to the collective
support and accountability of our group working together as one unit,
we completed our first 26 miles. This was
a defining moment for each
of us. Not because of the twenty-six miles we had behind us, but
because of the mental fortitude it was going to take to get ourselves to
run the twenty-six miles we had ahead of us.
The excitement which permeated every fiber of our being just six
hours earlier had been replaced with excruciating pain, fatigue, and
mental exhaustion. Considering the physical and mental state we were
in, we just didn’t know if we had it in us to duplicate what we had just
done. But we did.
A total of 15 ½ hours
from the time we started, James, Favian,
Alicia, and I completed our 52-mile quest… together. One foot in
front of the other, and one-step at a time, we ran, jogged, walked,
limped and literally crawled across the finish line.
On the other side of that line was
freedom—the kind of freedom
that can never be taken away from you. It was freedom from our self-
imposed limitations. Although through
our training we had grown to
believe that running 52 consecutive miles was
possible, none of us
really believed in our heart of hearts that it was probable. As
individuals, each of us struggled with our own fear and self-doubt.
But the moment we crossed that finish line, we had given ourselves
the gift of freedom from our fears, our self-doubt, and our self-
imposed limitations.
It was in that moment I realized that this
is a gift of freedom not
reserved for the chosen few, but one that is available to each and
every one of us the moment we make the choice to take on
challenges
that are out of our comfort zone, forcing us to grow, to expand our
capacity, to be and do more than we have been and done in the past.
This is true freedom.
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