"The Unbearable Lightness Of Being" By Milan Kundera
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The second thing that struck him was their reaction to the position they attributed to
him. I might divide it into two basic types:
The first type of reaction came from people who themselves (they or their intimates)
had retracted something, who had themselves been forced to make public peace with
the occupation regime or were prepared to do so (unwillingly, of course—no one
wanted to do it).
These people began to smile a curious smile at him, a smile he had never seen before:
the sheepish smile of secret conspiratorial consent. It was the smile of two men
meeting accidentally in a brothel: both slightly abashed, they are at the same time glad
that the feeling is mutual, and a bond of something akin to brotherhood develops
between them.
Their smiles were all the more complacent because he had never had the reputation of
being a conformist. His supposed acceptance of the chief surgeon's proposal was
therefore further proof that cowardice was slowly but surely becoming the norm of
behavior and would soon cease being taken for what it actually was. He had never
been friends with these people, and he realized with dismay that if he did in fact make
the statement the chief surgeon had requested of him, they would start inviting him to
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