No Longer Human Osamu Dazai


even human beings really possess this faculty.) It was hardly to be



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even human beings really possess this faculty.) It was hardly to be
expected that someone like myself could ever develop any close
friendships—besides, I lacked even the
ability to pay visits. The front
door of another person's house terrified me more than the gate of
Inferno in
the
Divine Comedy, and I am not exaggerating when I say
that I really felt I could detect within the door the presence of a
horrible dragon-like monster writhing there with a dank, raw smell.
I had no friends. I had nowhere to go.
Horiki.
Here was a real case of a true word having been said in jest: I
decided to visit Horiki, exactly as I had stated in my farewell note to
Flatfish. I had never before gone myself to Horiki's house. Usually I
would invite him to my place by telegram when I wanted to see him.
Now, however, I doubted whether I could manage the telegraph fee. I
also wondered, with the jaundiced intelligence of a man in disgrace,
whether Horiki might not refuse to come even if I telegraphed him. I
decided on a visit, the most difficult thing in the world for me. Giving
vent to a sigh, I boarded the streetcar. The thought that the only hope
left me in the world was Horiki filled me with a foreboding dreadful
enough to send chills up and down my spine.
Horiki was at home. He lived in a two-storied house at the end of a
dirty alley. Horiki occupied only one medium-sized room on the second
floor; downstairs his parents and a young workman were
busily
stitching and pounding strips of cloth to make thongs for sandals.
Horiki showed me that day a new aspect of his city-dweller
personality. This was his knowing nature, an egoism so icy, so crafty

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