casually turns around at the corner to see who they are
and they run away, high-fiving
each other and laughing. little jerks.
jack crosses the street like nothing happened and stands next to me at the bus stop,
blowing a bubble.
friends of yours? i finally say.
ha, he says. he's trying to smile but i can see he's upset.
just some jerks from my school, he says.
a kid named julian and his two gorillas, henry and miles.
do they bother you like that a lot?
no, they've never done that before. they'd never do that in school or they'd get kicked
out. julian lives two blocks from here, so I guess it was just bad luck running into him.
oh, okay. i nod.
it's
not a big deal, he assures me.
we both automatically look down amesfort avenue to see if the bus is coming.
we're sort of in a war, he says after a minute, as if that explains everything. then he
pulls out this crumpled piece of loose-leaf paper from his jean pocket and gives it to
me. i
unfold it, and it's a list of names in three columns. he's turned the whole grade
against me, says jack.
not the whole grade, i point out, looking down at the list.
he leaves me notes in my locker that say stuff like everybody hates you.
you should tell your teacher about that.
jack looks at me like i'm an idiot and shakes his head.
anyway, you have all these neutrals, i say, pointing to the list. if you get them on your
side, things will even up a bit.
yeah, well, that's really going to happen, he says sarcastically. why not? he shoots me
another look like i am absolutely the stupidest guy he's ever talked to in the world.
what? i say. he shakes his head like i'm hopeless. let's just say, he says, i'm friends
with someone who isn't exactly the most popular kid in the school.
then it hits me, what's he's not coming out and saying: august. this is all about his being
friends with august. and he doesn't want to tell me because i'm the sister's boyfriend.
yeah, of course, makes sense.
we see the bus coming down amesfort avenue.
well, just hang in there, i tell him, handing back the paper.
middle school is about as
bad as it gets, and then it gets better. everything'll work out. he shrugs and shoves the
list back into his pocket.
we wave bye when he gets on the bus, and i watch it pull away.
when i get to the subway station two blocks away, i see the same three kids hanging
out in front of the bagel place next door. they're still laughing and yuck-yucking each
other like they're some kind of gangbangers, little rich boys in expensive skinny jeans
acting tough.
don't know what possesses me, but i
take my glasses off, put them in my pocket, and
tuck my fiddle case under my arm so the pointy side is facing up. i walk over to them,
my face scrunched up, mean-looking. they look at me, laughs dying
on their lips when
they see me, ice cream cones at odd angles.
yo, listen up. don't mess with jack, i say really slowly, gritting my teeth, my voice all clint
eastwood tough-guy. mess with him again and you will be very, very sorry. and then i
tap my fiddle case for effect.
got it?
they nod in unison, ice cream dripping onto their hands.
good. i nod mysteriously, then sprint down the subway two steps at a time.
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