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movement expressed suggests the dynamic of containment-freedom. But as I repeatedly returned
to the data this one interpretation became insufficient as I wondered what she was hiding. It was
undertaken again to see if there was the possibility of there being more than one perception of
the entry:
Extract 1b. (Later Interpretation of extract 1a)
Line Words from a Journal Analysis
1. Caught between
2. Chaos and salvation
3. I tip out the box
4. That is my secret self
5. Upon that tranquil space
6. Beyond the sky
lines 1-2.
Uncontained-unfree - a
trapped place that prevents movement,
on an axis that grounds the playful chaos
of creativity and the very edge of the
heart of darkness.
line 3.
Fighting containment-freedom
an angry move -an emptying of self.
line 4.
Overcontained-overfree a place
that holds her in “the box” of repetitive
thoughts / actions
line 5.
Desire for containment-freedom
she puts herself out of herself as if
searching
line 6.
Towards containment-freedom
perhaps she moves towards enabling
containment but can‟t quite define where
she is - this place feels unknown,
mystical, for it is not named.
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