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nothing worth recording happened for many days. Yet even uneventful hours
served to establish a certain relationship which led to most extraordinary
events” (13).
Eventually he has an encounter with a single ant, Wawa-quee, who
climbs a tree so that she is at eye-level with him. Her positioning equalizes the
relationship, disrupting the usual dichotomy between human observer and
observed animal. Instead she establishes herself as a
unique
,
autonomous
,
individual
.
She watches him, “waving her antennae eighteen inches from [his]
face,” holding him “motionless”. The narrator sits
eye-to-eye with the ant for
more than an hour:
Involuntarily, my attention had become centred on the black, polished
stemmata or median eyes in her head. Their glint and glitter seemed so
human. With all the intensity of which I was capable
I wished to
understand what this ant was about
; but her
shining eyes and unceasing
motions of her antennae slowly had a confusing effect […] I was
bewildered and puzzled as I returned to the plantation. Something
uncanny had unbalanced me. (22)
Thus, F.P.G. experiences the uncanny gaze of the nonhuman; familiar and
alm
ost ‘human’ yet simultaneously unfamiliar and ‘alien.’ As an ant, she may be
difficult to empathize with but through her actions, F.P.G. gets an impression of
her as a fellow
subject of a life.
Indeed, as
Mark Payne observes, “there is an
archive of hunting narratives that focus on this moment of eye contact between
hunter and hunted” (3). This moment often results in some form of change or
conversion, during which the hunter reconsiders his/her actions. We might
interpret the ethical transformation of the hunter in
The White Puma
as such an
encounter. According to Derrida, this is the effect of being “
seen seen
by the
animal” (382). To be
seen seen
by the animal is
to feel the nonhuman gaze
turned upon the human. It is the abrupt recognition of an animal’s
consciousness,
a unique autonomous nonhuman perspective
. As Derrida
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states, it is a human’s acknowledgement that “an animal could, facing them,
look at them, clothed or naked, and in a word, without a word,
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