Im going to be honest. Reading this back today, struck a chord
and was pretty
emotional for me. I remember the pain that young man felt every waking
minute. I remember the shame. I even remember where I felt the pain in my
body and heart.
Since then, I have exposed myself as a lover of women, and this note to
myself was the beginning of that. My decision to 'give up' trying was the
greatest decision I ever made.
Give up, now!
I have transcribed
this note below, as the writing may be difficult for many to
understand.(please see below this pic)
"
I GIVE UP.
Im just going to tell her how I feel. Im just going to tell her
I like her. That I am attracted to her. Simple.
I GIVE UP trying. Fuck it. I give up trying to figure out how to deliver it. I
GIVE UP.
I am attracted to her. I like her. I dont care if that gives her more power, or
If she has heard it all before. It s true for me. So I say it.
I am afraid of telling a beautiful woman I like her, because I am afraid she
wont value me. Im afraid she wont acknowledge me as different. I GIVE
UP trying to avoid it.
I embrace it. I am telling her I like her & there is nothing she can do about
it.
My fear about being tossed in the same pile as other shit men no longer
strangles my experience.
Damn right you know you're attractive & Im going to tell you anyway."
Do whatever you want with this, but I hope it can help set you free also.
The biggest lesson I learned
from this journey so far, is that men cut off their
expression out of fear. Fear that his expression will give away his power. I
have found out, this is so far from the truth.
Only a man who own his own value understands he can never lose it. He
chooses to share it, regardless of the responses.
Only a man who is full, can
put himself fully out there, without ever losing anything.
Good day,
Chris
www.MasculineIntent.com
To see how Chris got to his current lifestyle, make sure and check out his
first practical guide to seduction:
The Gentleman’s Guide To Effortless
Seduction