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to make up her own word for this (line 5) as if this was something that was done to her. This role
seems to be aligned with her role of „doer‟ (line 6) in her marriage as if she makes a link that
this is where this role comes from. She then recognizes that change is difficult (line 7).
Particularly it seems when she is feeling low and fragile (line 7) for
it appears that she finds
herself struggling to continue with change as she returns to old patterns (line 8) or her known
ways of being. There seems to be much confusion (line 9) for
her in this process and she
questions whether this is due to the change, herself, or the confused messages (lines 9,10) she
was given as a child. Although there is no question mark she writes
this as a question and it
appears that she is again using a question to show what she intends to do next. To look at this
confusion and where it comes from would be an obvious expectation but perhaps the confusion
is a way of keeping herself a victim and powerless, so maybe she will let the confusion go and
claim some power for herself..
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